Your Own Personal Fear

You look at me and see everything you hate, everything you fear.
I am the one that you can't seem to let go.
I haunt you in your dreams, you see me when I am not there.
You won't admit it, but I am everything you fear.
You only hate me because I can see the true you.
Despise the fact that I can see right through you.
You hold on tight because I am the only thing that feels safe.
But, that fear will one day become your nightmare because you took to long to realize.
Now, what you feared is gone.

Devil of the Night

I am devil of the night.
The lady in red.
I am all your fears, rolled up into one.
You wanna run and hide, but instead you are holding my hand while we dance through the streets.
I am nothing but a nightmare haunting you through the day.
You can't hide from me.
You need me.
I am your addiction, your disease.
I am the devil of the night, who you see in your dreams.
Nothing you seem to do gets you away from me.
I am everything you are not, I am all of your fears.
Are you ready for the lady in red?
Hold on tight, you are in for a ride.
I am the devil of the night.

Mask

You think I am blind, stupid, and ignorant.
You don't realize I see it all.
All you do is push, push, push.
Do you not see who is behind the mask?
You think that you know me.
You have no idea.
Once I take this mask off, you may not like who you see.
I am not blind to your devish ways.
I am not stupid, even though you think I am.
My ignorance only stems from loving you.
You keep on pushing, one day you will push me over the edge.
When I take off this mask, you will see the true me.
You may see nothing more then an empty shell.
Nothing more then a broken heart.
But, don't you worry because there is more then that here.
You will be surprised to see me for me.
My powers are like no other, my heart is made of steel.
I have held back for far to long, let you have the light all this time.
Now, I am stepping up on stage and proving you wrong.
I am not scared.
I am going to take off this mask.
I am no longer blind, stupid, or ignorant to your devilish ways.

Been a while.

And I can't seem to write a darn thing.

Letter (Work In Progress)

I wrote you a letter today.
It had all my hopes and dreams in it.
I am not sure why I wrote you the letter.
You may never see it.
I wrote you a letter about everything you have wanted to know.
It was filled with pain, anger, love, and compassion.
I wrote this letter so you can see the true me.
In hopes that one day, you will read it and know how I feel.
But, for now, the letter will remain a mystery. 

Crazy

When things seem to go badly, I wish you were beside me.
I feel as though I am going crazy in this head of mine.
The thoughts keeping coming.
The mind keeps racing.
Not sure what to think anymore.
Not even sure how to feel.
If it is not one thing, it is another.
I want to run from my own brain.
I want to hide from the world until I can figure everything out.

Showing your true colors

Well, you are showing your true colors now.
You are letting people know how big of a whore you really are.
You are looking for whatever attention you can get.
But, in the end it will all just be negative.
You have shown your family the truth.
Who will continue to stand by you?
Your whore'ish ways have become who you are.