Letter (Work In Progress)

I wrote you a letter today.
It had all my hopes and dreams in it.
I am not sure why I wrote you the letter.
You may never see it.
I wrote you a letter about everything you have wanted to know.
It was filled with pain, anger, love, and compassion.
I wrote this letter so you can see the true me.
In hopes that one day, you will read it and know how I feel.
But, for now, the letter will remain a mystery. 

Crazy

When things seem to go badly, I wish you were beside me.
I feel as though I am going crazy in this head of mine.
The thoughts keeping coming.
The mind keeps racing.
Not sure what to think anymore.
Not even sure how to feel.
If it is not one thing, it is another.
I want to run from my own brain.
I want to hide from the world until I can figure everything out.