How do I tell you?

How do I tell you how I feel?
How do I get the words to come out right?
You would think I was good at expressing myself.
I can write everything out but can't speak the words I want to say.
Seems like I can never say the right things.
Everything comes out wrong.
I want to scream at you.
I want to tell you that I am sick of the bullshit.
Sick of being left behind.
You can relive the past memories of horrible women but you can't relive our past memories?
Why are you so hung up on them?
We have shared some great memories.
You make everything about YOU!
What about ME?
You drive me fucking nuts.
How can I tell you this?