Just Breathe

I feel like I have lost my breath.
I can't seem to catch it again.
There is pain in my chest.
Feels, like my heart is going cold.
The pain that I feel, is from my heart breaking.
You are about to lose me.
Can you feel it?
I can.
You keep pulling away.
I keep trying to hold you close.
But today, I will let you go.
I have been in this battle for 8 years now.
My heart can't take it any longer...
You tell me you love, but I don't feel it any longer.
The love we had is far gone.
I feel like I am the only one holding on.
All I need to do is just breathe through this.
The pain will stop.
My heart will warm again.
But, I can't seem to let you go...
So, until then my heart will go cold.
And I will go numb.
Until you have killed everything inside me.