The time has come.

I think the time has come.
My heart is torn.
I don't want to do what I am about to do.
I love you so.
Please never forget that.
But, my heart can't take it anymore.
Tears run down my face.
You can see the pain in my eyes.
I can't take it anymore.
Do you not see the pain you have caused?
Tired of hearing, "When will he be here?"
He never shows.
Weeks gone by.
My daughter cries. 
She has lost a friend to, you know.
You became so close.
Now, you are so far gone.
Not a moment goes by where I forget "our song".
I don't want this time to come.
But, you seem to be pushing for it.
My brain tells me to leave but my heart tells me to stay.
But, why put myself through so much pain?
I have tried to tell you how I feel.
All I get is, "I have other friends, ya know".
That has nothing to do with it.
You tell me you love me but never show it.
Thanks for sticking up for me but you know what, you have no idea how many times I stick up for you.
Is our friendship really done?
Finally over?
I thought there was more.  Thought we had something left.  You said you loved me but are you going to just let me walk away?
I leave it in your hands now.
I am done fighting for what isn't going to happen.
The end is coming to a near.
But, will a new chapter begin?
The time has come for all this to end.
Maybe one day you will see this, and see the pain I am in.